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7243 said:

It took 18 plus months ....

To finally stop thinking all my aches and pains weren't cancer coming back.  It's such a traumatic experience to get this diagnosis, have treatment, and then to heal And be "normal" again .   It really took 18 months or more to realize a headache was just a headache and not a tumor, or that nausea was just a GI bug, that the pain in my gut was just a bad meal not something awful!!!  I'll bet this is "just a bug" ... But it takes time to trust that's all it is!   Hang in there my dear friend .... I'm with you.  

I'm going through this right now. I think every pain in my butt or every time I get the sniffles I'm afraid of the cancer is back or the treatments didn't work. I just posted something regarding this. It is awful what we have all been through. The psychological effects are maddening.