Michael has passed away

Good Morning my Friends

I refer to each and every one as my friends, who have helped me along the journey, however yesterday morning my Michael, my Angel was called back to heaven.. as I am writing this, I feel he making his way to where he needs to be, it was time his heart stopped he had enough and was tired, although we thought we would have more time, that was not to be.

He was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer in the small bowels in May of 2011,he had 5 chemo treatments then went down hill from there he could not eat he was getting hydration and he would get worst with every hydration treatment he had two... then at 4:15am on October 5th he ask me to call 911, while he was being transported his heart stop,
and he was gone.. I know he is happy I know he had to leave me, he was tired, he fought so hard and when through so much my brave angel.. and in the next few days I have to say good by to my angel for the last time... and it is going to be so very very hard, but he is at peace, he was only 50 years old too young. Please send your thoughts to my Michael so he has a pleasent journey to the place he needs to be.

thank you my friends
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  • karen40
    karen40 Member Posts: 211 Member
    So Sorry
    Geri,
    I'm so sorry for your loss.
    Sending good thoughts to Michael to make his journey a pleasant one.
    Sending good thoughts to you,as well.
    Take care,
    Karen
  • plh4gail
    plh4gail Member Posts: 1,238 Member
    I'm so sorry for your
    I'm so sorry for your loss...I pray for you and your family to have comfort now.

    gail
  • TMac52
    TMac52 Member Posts: 352
    plh4gail said:

    I'm so sorry for your
    I'm so sorry for your loss...I pray for you and your family to have comfort now.

    gail

    Geri
    My prayers are being said for you this morning. So sorry for your loss. Tom
  • LivinginNH
    LivinginNH Member Posts: 1,456 Member
    Dear Geri, My condolences to

    Dear Geri, My condolences to you and your family. May the fond memories of your life together always warm your heart. In sympathy, Cynthia
  • pete43lost_at_sea
    pete43lost_at_sea Member Posts: 3,900 Member
    50 is too youmg
    geri,
    my sincerest condolences.
    as you said, peace at last.
    hugs,
    pete
  • laurettas
    laurettas Member Posts: 372
    No words to express
    I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you are able to find peace in this journey and have friends and family to surround you at this time.
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331 Member
    laurettas said:

    No words to express
    I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you are able to find peace in this journey and have friends and family to surround you at this time.

    Geri please accept my deepest condolences
    My prayers today will be for him.
  • jjaj133
    jjaj133 Member Posts: 867 Member
    Gerri, I am so sorry for
    Gerri, I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending prayers, for you and yours.
    Judy
  • herdizziness
    herdizziness Member Posts: 3,624 Member
    Geri
    My most pleasant thoughts are with Michael on to his new journey. My tears are for you, the one left behind, you are both too young to be going separate ways in this form already.
    From your words, I can see you are such the brave soul. In your darkest moments of sorrow, as you remember the love you two shared, may that cheer up your thoughts. May you feel him beside you as you start this lonely walk.
    My thoughts are with you, I'm so sorry.
    Winter Marie
  • tommycat
    tommycat Member Posts: 790 Member
    To find out in May, and then
    To find out in May, and then have him pass over 5 months later is shocking. Can only imagine how much your head and heart are reeling.
    He was loved by you. That is crystal clear from your post.
    Take what solace you can from your family and friends, incl those here on this Board.
    With great sympathy,
    Your friend in California
  • tina dasilva
    tina dasilva Member Posts: 641
    so sorry
    I'm so sorry for loss may he R.I.P .God bless
  • wolfen
    wolfen Member Posts: 1,324 Member

    so sorry
    I'm so sorry for loss may he R.I.P .God bless

    Geri
    May you both find peace and meet again later in a beautiful place.

    Luv,

    Wolfen
  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    Geri...
    Hi Geri

    I did not get the opportunity to get to know you and your husband's story. I am truly sorry for that. I've been posting some and working on my cancer book quite a bit, so sometimes I don't catch everything like I used to.

    I am very sorry for your loss and sorry that this happened to your partner. He knew something was wrong but time got away from him. It's heartbreaking to hear your story. I know the days ahead will be more than challenging as you try and step through the challenges before you.

    I just wanted to offer you my sincerest condolences and for comfort and strength for the coming days as you do the things that you must do.

    Michael already knows the answer to what is the biggest question that awaits all of us, "Where do we go after here."

    I hope at some point, he will be able to tell you this and that all is well. I wish you nothing but the best for your future - the times are dark now, but eventually the shadows will fade and light will once more shine through.

    It will never take away the pain you feel or bring Michael back, but you will find some kind of meaning to get you to the next day. I wish I knew of something more comforting to say.

    I'm just deeply sorry for your loss.

    -Craig
  • lizzydavis
    lizzydavis Member Posts: 893
    Sundanceh said:

    Geri...
    Hi Geri

    I did not get the opportunity to get to know you and your husband's story. I am truly sorry for that. I've been posting some and working on my cancer book quite a bit, so sometimes I don't catch everything like I used to.

    I am very sorry for your loss and sorry that this happened to your partner. He knew something was wrong but time got away from him. It's heartbreaking to hear your story. I know the days ahead will be more than challenging as you try and step through the challenges before you.

    I just wanted to offer you my sincerest condolences and for comfort and strength for the coming days as you do the things that you must do.

    Michael already knows the answer to what is the biggest question that awaits all of us, "Where do we go after here."

    I hope at some point, he will be able to tell you this and that all is well. I wish you nothing but the best for your future - the times are dark now, but eventually the shadows will fade and light will once more shine through.

    It will never take away the pain you feel or bring Michael back, but you will find some kind of meaning to get you to the next day. I wish I knew of something more comforting to say.

    I'm just deeply sorry for your loss.

    -Craig

    Geri,
    Geri,

    My heart goes out to you. May God bless you and give you strength and comfort. May your heart be filled with wonderful memories of the joyful times together and peace in knowing he suffers no more.

    With sincere sympathy,

    Lizzy
  • relaxoutdoors08
    relaxoutdoors08 Member Posts: 521 Member
    So Sorry for Your Loss
    Geri,
    I am sorry for your loss. You must be in shock. From the time of his diagnosis to his final days was so short. His time with you and your family here on earth was too short. We pray for a cure for cancer. Prayers for you and your family.
    NB
  • karguy
    karguy Member Posts: 1,020 Member
    I am
    I am so sorry for your loss,may he rest in peace.I will pray for you both.
  • buckeye2
    buckeye2 Member Posts: 428 Member
    This journey is so scary but
    This journey is so scary but so much easier when you have each other to lean on. You are now living my biggest fear which is losing that single person who always makes it better. I wish you strength during the days ahead and maybe even laughter as you remember the good times you shared. Lisa
  • annalexandria
    annalexandria Member Posts: 2,571 Member
    Condolences
    I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I just joined this forum today and yours was the first post I read. I lost my sister to cancer several years ago, and all I can say is that I share your sorrow. My prayers are with you and your family, Ann
  • Annabelle41415
    Annabelle41415 Member Posts: 6,742 Member
    Sorry
    So sorry to hear that. My heart goes out to you and you are right he is in a better place. May you find peace through this troubling time.

    Kim
  • steveandnat
    steveandnat Member Posts: 886
    Deepest sorrow.
    I'm really sorry and will pray for you to have all the strengh over the next few days. At 50 this is way too soon. He is in a better place and his suffering is over. Stay strong and I'll be thinking of you this week.
    Jeff