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My hero, dad!
There is no day i dont think of you. I think of you every day. I wish the days, the time run fast, so I can go to sleep and bring you back...but i can not bring you back. So i hold myself into the memories of us together and i'll stand it strongly till my time here ends as well.
And it is ok...but iam not ok. And i look for your face on my soul and if you are really in a better place as they say, so it is ok...i'll be ok...
Im awake all night trying to go back the time. And i'll live looking for our past forever.
I close my eyes and review the moments...I always thought you were strong enough to go through everything. And it is so difficult to accept the fact you have gone forever.
I first noticed a lump in my right testicle while I was in Berlin in February 2008. I showed the lump to my doctor who told me that it had something to do with my epididymus. On October 31, 2008, I finally went to a urologist who immediately diagnosed me and sent me for further tests. On Tuesday, November 4, my right testicle was removed and as I write (on November 6) I am looking for a support group and new strategies to increase my chances of living long and well.