Jul 02, 2014 - 11:36 am
So, i'm not sure what is going on. as most of you know, my husband is at home and the oncologist has told him that he is dying - i have been taking care of him and working full time. Last night i was very angry, tired and frustrated. I was yelling at everyone including him and my dog. Both of them looked at me with such confusion in their eyes and it made my heart ache physcially. I could not pull myself through it enough to tell them i was sorry, so i set him up for the night and went to bed without saying goodnight to anyone. i am so angry and dissappointed with myself today. I texted my husband this morning and apologized, but i don't feel as though it's enough.
Thanks for letting me vent.