Apr 24, 2014 - 11:17 pm
What is wrong with me? I lost my husband after a three year battle with Base of tongue cancer. When the nurse said those two words, "He's gone," I wailed; literally wailed. I could not stop crying for two days. Today, six days after he died, everything feels normal. Am I numb? Is it because I have been kept busy or my daughter and family are around? Will I wail again Sunday night when I am left all alone? Jim was my heart. Maybe my heart died when he did and that is why I can't feel. I don't know how I am to feel or be or live. So confused.