Mar 04, 2014 - 1:56 pm
just got results of cat scan. lungs look fine. there is a node in the neck that the doctor wants to f/u on so instead of seeing me in June, i have to have another scan in May, then see him right after. darn, that means another IV and blood draw. damn. the doc said he's not too worried about the node but wants to be safe, thus the scan in may. damn, does cancer ever really leave us alone once it has touched our lives? this has been going on since August, 2009!! I'm ready to be able to completely STOP thinking about cancer and f/u visits! this shit really gets old. I know, I'm borrowing trouble when there may not be any and I'm being a big baby, but if you know me, you know i can take just about anything but NEEDLES!! now i will worry about the IV until the test is over in May, b/c that's how bad my fear of IVs really is, i'm not kidding. ok, i'm done complaining and crying. and then i think of our wonderful friend, Nick Fama, and i have no choice but to be thankful for where I'm at so I put on my big girl panties and go forward. thanks for listening.