Nov 21, 2013 - 5:13 pm
I could deal with the emotional side of this a bit better. Some days I go about my work and life and feel great. Other days I am hit with the most awful depression about having to live my life with all these issues. I just wont plan anything beyond three months. There is no definate 'next year' anymore in case I have a recurence and need treatment. I have sqaushed so much into these last three months and now my 1st scans are looming in December I find myself dropping onto a hole again! Unable to funtion again .. crying .. nothing to say to anyone etc... Not fair to my family. I feel so sorry they have to deal with this.
Michelle x x x