Oct 01, 2013 - 3:29 am
My husband was diagonsed with Esphogas Cancer on May 09, 2013, the dr had told him a month ago it was just acid reflux and dont worry they would fix it with the scope procedure. But before May 09, 2013 he started vomiting and not able to swallow. He had troubles digesting food before, for about a 2 months but thought it was acid reflux. We rush him to the hospital and on May 09, 2013 they did a pet scan and xrays and notice a tumor and then did a scope test and and said he had Esphogas Cancer and it had spread to the liver. I felt so sick because my husband and i had only been married 6 1/2 years and we have a 4 year old and I just was so scared. The next day 4 days were the hardest because we had to wait to get the results of the liver test back on Monday and it was so stressful to wonder. I prayed so hard but came Monday we got the worst news ever, it did spread to the lymp nodes and liver. We tried to be positive and started our journey, we were in and out the hosiptal four or five time for little things and before all this happened he slowly couldnt swallow and he went the entire time not eating or swallowing water but was fed through the tubes that were put in. I cant imagine mentally what that does to someone besides knowing you have Cancer too and not sure whats going to happen. Everyday he would thank me for being there and I told him he didnt have to but I felt he was scared, my true hero. I lost him exactly 3 months later. It has been the hardest thing ever to deal with, I miss him so much and love him and I feel so bad our little boy will grow up with out his Dad. His Dad was a Federal Police Officer for 28 years and was only 48 when he died. I lost My Best Friend, My Soul Mate, My Husband. I wonder what the future holds. I miss him so much and struggling everyday with what happen so fast.