Sep 16, 2013 - 7:27 pm
Hey eveyone, it has been a long time since i have written, or even well enough to write to you. I meet with my Dr. today to go over my options since i kind of jumped the gun and had a CT scan done while i was in the hospital for pain. The results came back and they were not to good, basically everything is still growing even while im on chemo. so that is never good ew to hear. so the 3 options he gave me were to finish off the chemo and see if i was on it long enough to have worked. which by the way i was on it for a month, but apperently i need to be on it for at least 2 month to see if it is working or not. the 2nd option i got was to go to Seattle Care Alliance and see if there is any experemental treatments out there that i would be willing to try. and the last option is to stop chemo all together. As of right know i am leaning stopping my chemo treatment and just go about my day to day activities as normal, but knowing the my cancer will spread faster and not knowing how fast means not knowing how long i have left to live. this is a hard because i know that i will most likely die within the year, but my quality of life will be better because i wont have all this poison running though my body all the time and i will be able to enjoy what time i do have with my family.
thanks for listening to me Zach