Sep 05, 2013 - 7:12 pm
If we cant be honest here I figure that there are very few places we can be. Found a small white lesion on the right side of my tongue and it would apprear that my primary site (right tonsil) is getting bigger. i feel the bump and "just know" what that means. I had a CT on 6/12 NED but concern with right node. Had a Ultrasound and FNB on 7/12 with no viable cancers cells found. I was scheduled to have a Pet Scan on 8/26 but was rescheduled for 9/16. Was told that recurrance possibility was "very low" by ENT and RO when we started this process but now looking at the possibility right now...just really really scared. I have a 11 year old daughter and a fourteen year old son as well as the love of my life -- my wife of 21 years. I just am not ready to say goodbye yet! Thanks for just listening and if possible give words of wisdom as 9/16 is more then a week away.