Aug 27, 2013 - 6:13 am
I believe Larry is suffering from depression. I highly doubt that he will give in to medication to treat it. He is insisting that the cancer is back. He has had much difficulty recovering along with several complications. He is very thin and in pain most of the time. He can go several hours feeling great, then out of nowhere he is on the floor. He has a ct of kidneys today and a scope with biopsy on Thursday. He told me last night that he will refuse any further chemo if required. He wants to hurry up and get this over with. We dont even know if he has a recurrence yet. I want to be angry with him for giving up, but I can't because when I look at him I feel so terrible for what this disease has done to him. I just cant believe it all.