Not feeling bad but objective measures tell a different story.
I'm waiting to see report of the last CT scan but maybe it's not been proffered so far because it's too horrendous to contemplate while seeking to maintain an optimistic mind-set? Next CT has now been set for 9th Sept. and I have an onc appt. on 30th August. However, Sharon has now asked me to come in this Friday for a consultation - seems a bit ominous. Will seek to clarify whether her encouraging me to take all pain-killers necessary to make QoL acceptable is because she thinks my case is now so hopeless that it's merely a matter of making the closing stages as palatable as possible fo everyone.
I'm feeling good, aside from some pain, and, apart from my CRP number, my blood tests look fine. My immune system is back up to scratch and, I guess, fully functional and doing well. Unfortunately, at the same time, the cancer is also doing well! The problem appears to be that they haven't been introduced. Accordingly, I'll need to spend more time listening to Jerry's voice and also those of Mark Williams and John Kabat Zinn in order to encourage my immune system to make the acquaintance of my errant cells and handle them appropriately.