Jul 26, 2013 - 2:49 pm
It's been a very long year since my most recent dx.
I have been trying to keep the fear in the back of my life, but find it a real challenge at times.
I am doing better but increasing pain has me worring a little more. The last ct looked good, but there were some new issues that I need to deal with.
My ca 125 is inching up but remains in a very safe zone.
I am getting ready to have the BRCA testing done. It makes a lot of sense to do this with my history and that of my families. Of course the fear of the unknown creeps in.
Thank you all for posting so often. I do read through everything, you all give me such strength. I have not posted much lately, the continued loss of such lovely people on this board and the lymphoma board, along with losing three friends since March has really hit me like a ton of bricks.
I am trying to live each day to the fullest and to not let added stress get to me ( too much).
I am trying new things that I thought I never would do. I really have a fear of heights but was able to go Parasailing! I'm not sure that I would do it again, but I did it! Flying over the Gulf of Mexico!
I keep you all in my heart and appreciate each and everyone of you. You are all so very special...