Jul 09, 2013 - 12:48 pm
Hey everyone !
Have another three month check up with the H/N guy. No scans that I'm aware of until Nov. But hee-hee we all know this can change up on us in a blink of an eye. So I'm assumming scoped....the good old once over with the lump checking....and I swear if he gives me that (what I call the long face) again I may swear like a sailor.
I also have checked into extra help through some local agencies to see what if anything they can offer me. I walked my parents through this a few years ago, just never thought I'd be here doing this for me. I am trying to stay positive and upbeat....but my reality is I will never get better. Kinda sucks, but there it is. People have asked me if I could get a lung transplant as one of my cousins had this done for cystic fibrosis, and is doing wonderful. The answer of coarse is NO because of the cancer dx. Pooh on it.
I am not whinning or looking for sympathy....just understanding. I keep alot from my family, as they either don't get it....or won't accept it. either way, it's a lonely very personal walk I'm on right now. I'm wishing for a way better outlook for the younger generations and a cure found for this beast in their life time. Hugs sent to all ! Stay strong and give "em hell ! Katie