Jun 20, 2013 - 11:35 pm
Told today that they believe Dad has bone cancer. We went to ortho today for what I thought was tear in ham or quad. Actually dad broke his hip and xray showed lesion and leasipn probably cancer. Stat pet tommorrow and results with oncolgist tommorrow. I guess this answers my question about post op chemo. Chances dont seem promising. Roller coaster cant begin to describe any of our lives. Maybe theyre assuming the worst, will find out. Right noe im just so angry!!! I cant stop crying, so I finally went to Dad with tears and all because I want him to knoe.that no matter what we will be alright. I told him that if he wants to not do chemo we support that decision. Everyonr says to be strong and hide the tears. But to be honest ive been crying in my closet since sept. and it hasnt made a difference. He shed some tears with me and hugged like never before. To think my future children might never meet or knowhow great of a man he wasbreaks my heart. Im just plain wiped out, emotionally and physically.