Jun 07, 2013 - 3:14 am
I had my last check up with my rads doctor , but now seeing the Oncologist and surgeon. Seeing these two really upset me. I did my full body scan and will know the results after Tuesday. My doctors said if the cancer has spread or affected other areas, they didn't think they would do anything else like chemo or surgery. They acted like I was old and poor so I should just give up. No I can't hand out the money and maYbe 67 is old, but does that nean give up. Even if it would be two years I still want to try ,then if I can't then I can give up. I want to spend as much time as posible with my family and have talks with my grandson, am I wrong on wanting to live? It was a look as though I took up time and space. Do you think I am wrong? Now I am broke out in a rash covering my body that is itching badly. They told me to use Benadryle they didn't know what was causing it and thats it. So I have this rash I want to scratch so bad that I don't know what to do about it. I go back Tuesday for my results . I am still burnt some, but a Lot better, still hurts a lot. It probably will be drained again. Sorry for talking so much but I have not felt good with the rash, itching, nausha and hurting and them talking as if they just didn't want to do anymore has made me sorta down in the dumps . Everything hit me last week after seeing them. Can you give me any advice? Should I just give up? Thanks for listening and any help is appreciated. Thanks again and hugs for everyone.