May 23, 2013 - 11:46 am
I was diagnosed earlier this month with breast cancer. I start my treatments next week, and I am absolutely terrified.
This entire thing feels like a giant nightmare, and I just want out of it. I'm beyond angry that this is happening, and I feel absolutely alone. I can't tell anyone how i really feel, because it will just hurt their feelings. It's gotten to the point where I don't even see a point in continuing this whole thing. I just don't want to do it, and most of the time I don't even see the point.
I don't know what to do, i don't want to die but i don't want to live like this either.