May 01, 2013 - 4:20 pm
I'm nearly healed from the mastectomy and I can't face chemotherapy. My port surgery is coming up and it makes me sick to think of it and all the side effects of the drugs. I'd rather not have chemo and take the easy way out if I do get sick.
I know this sounds crazy but I just can't face it. I'm brave in every area of my life but medical.