Apr 29, 2013 - 8:19 am
Dad has been home two weeks and it has been a true rollercoaster. He seems so much worse then he did in rehab. He will only stay up and hour or two at the most when therapy is not there. He will work really hard for the therapist and they say how great he is doing, but when they leave it is nothing. At times he seems mentally out of it, like before the stroke.
I am afraid that when we go to the oncologist tomorrow, he is going to say dad is not strong enough for chemo and that is not going to be good.
I am also afraid mom and I are not going to be able to care for him at home. I am still waiting to her from Medicaid. The docs do not think he is ready of hospice, unless tomorrows appointment changes that. Last night he had me up every hour on the hour until 6:00am then he was ready to go to sleep and I had to come to work. Mom and I are both nervous wrecks.
Sorry to complain, just needed to talk.