Apr 02, 2013 - 11:58 am
I just needed to talk. This was the worst Easter ever. I was on my way home in my brand new truck I got New Year's Eve and an unlicensed uninsured driver ran a red light an totalaled my beautiful truck. I have pulled muscles in my back, arm and shoulder. I was after dark and raining. I stood in the ran for over an hour now I have a really bad sore throat. The insurance company is going to give me less for the truck then what I owe the bank. I do not have the money to pay the loan off. I know dad is going to have a ton of medical bills. We are trying to get him on Medicaid, but still I am not sure how I am going to cover all of that.
I called the county about building the ramp for dad. It is going to cost about a $100 dollars for the permit, pay someone to draw up plans and then over a $1000 for the ramp. There is no medical insurance that will pay for this.
Dad has not been doing therapy because the is sick on his stomach. They have done every test and can find nothing wrong with him. He does not want to do his therapy any more. He can hardly walk, so I know he will be coming home in a wheel chair. The closer it gets to him coming home the more doubts i have about being able to care for him. I am afraid I will not be able to work and care for him. I am running out of days to take off.
I also have a feeling that in order to keep him home I am going to have to be there 24/7 and that will mean quiting my job.
Sorry to vent, just needed to talk