Apr 01, 2013 - 5:06 am
For so long it seems I have been in the thick of battle. Fighting the terrible beast at all costs. So what happens when David passes from this world? I no longer have a job, the house isn't in my name, I won't have a husband, my dance instructor moved. What do I do and where should I go. I don't even know about the CSN site. It was devestating to learn David was something besides head and neck cancer. I thought I would have to change forums, which overwhelmed me greatly. Well after he dies, what then? Will I lose my CSN connection? The friends who have supported me unconditionally all these months. I am starting to feel alone already.