Mar 29, 2013 - 9:21 am
I am so frustrated with some people who are so determined to see David that they would say mean things and/or try to manipulate me. I woke up this morning to a couple of texts that were not received well by me. I have never wanted to take David away from anyone. I don't want him to leave me, but this his solitary adventure to the place he has been dreaming of for as long as he remembers. He has lived such a servant's life and now it's time for him to care for himself and rest in God's peace. He woke up a little this morning and reached for my hand and said thank you for being here with me. That meant so much as I knew today we have decided for inpatient hospice. He is going home where he won't have all this pain. I'm quite sure I am not making much sense because I am so grief stricken right now, but it has been such an honor to be chosen by God to see him through this phase of his life.