Mar 10, 2013 - 1:25 pm
Good Morning Sisters,
I hope you're day is off of to a wonderful start!
Emotional day, I just took my steriords for #5 of 16 chemo rounds, UGH do some of you feel like your Lou Ferrigno after taking them? I'm so pumped, geeze i feel like a boy. And my cheeks, it looks like I'm storing nuts for winter.
This is one awesome site, thank you to all that created it. Listenening to your stories, challenges and successes is so heart warming and let's me know my journey with Breast Cancer will be ok.
My last chemo date is 4/8, then double mastectomy and reconstructive surgery.
I know I'm all over the place, I'm sorry, I have so many feelings inside. Do you still get the feeling of why me? I get so jealous of my friends and family, seeing them all beautiful with hair, jobs and living life.
I know God has a plan for me, there is a reaon for this journey I'm on. And to share one of the BEST experiences out of BC is my Mom. She and i NEVER liked each other, BUT BC has brought my mom and i together after 42 years of I'll say it. But once the doctor said "Carrie you have breast cancer". All the hatred, hurt feelings left and only love surrounded our hearts. Now my mom goes with me to all my appts, she takes such good care of her little girl and trust me i let her treat me like a little girl LOLOL. Honetsly, I would endure 50 rounds of chemo just to have this feeling with my Mom.
Ok, I'm so just going on and going on, thank you for letting me share my experience.
I get worried of what's to come, but like you Warriors out there, you're strength, energy and will is overwhelming and makes me want to continute to kick ass on cancer.
God is so good, I give him all the glory and Praise in my healing. I wish all of you the BEST and will pray for you.
God Bless You All,