Mar 03, 2013 - 10:49 am
I've been battling breast cancer for 8yrs now but along with fighting the cancer I've been fighting my loneliness, that has occured since I've had this stinking disease. I want to be in a relationship but I guess that means I would at least have to have a date first. I just want someone to go to a movie with, maybe take me to dinner or a play!! It seems like all the guys that I meet always say once they find out that I have metastatic breast cancer seem to evaporate from my life. I've heard oh you are such a beautiful person but I'm not ready for a relationship (but a few months later they're in one)!! This is really hard for me because this is a battle I'll be fighting the rest of my life. I just.....tears, I just want somebody to love me. Please if you have any advice or some encouraging words to share I could really use some. Oh and let me say that I do love myself and I do feel that I am a beautiful person bald head and all but sometimes doubt enters my mind and makes me feel that NOONE is EVER GOING TO BE WITH ME !! Having one of those moments now!!!!!!!!!!!