Feb 15, 2013 - 11:41 am
I had my blood draw on Wednesday and got an email from my doctor (not a good sign) that my count has more than doubled since last month. I have been on Femara for that time and it obviously didn't help. She wants to set up a petscan. I am so afraid I am getting nearer to chemo.
I have been in a funk since my numbers began increasing in November. I am so scared to go through it all again. I still feel good which is a blessing, I have no symptoms. I try to be grateful but is gets harder. After three years it is wearing me down. This is not something I have to tell any on you.
Well, I will do what I need to do. My cousin is having heart surgery on Feb 26 and I am driving her to Stanford on Feb 25 to be admitted. That is what I need to concentrate on at this point. She was there for me during my treatment and I plan to do the same for her. We are like sisters. The same age and grew up together.
So ladies, the beat goes on and on and on.