Feb 09, 2013 - 10:08 am
I am new to the board and to Colon Cancer,
i was diagnosed with Cancer in Nov, surgery in Dec and today I am suppose to start Xeloda.
My cancer is Stage 3 28 negative lymph nodes but a para colonic mass that was most likely a lymph that had no tissue left.
So I sit here with my Xeloda in hand and just can't seem to put them in my mouth.. Please someone help me face this fear that the pills will do more damage than the cancer I am not sure I even have any more..
my husband is yelling at me that I am acting like a 2 year old but this is so overwhelming..
anyone have any wisdom advice to make me realize these pills are good?