Feb 03, 2013 - 6:56 pm
I have tried and tried and tried to be as supporting as possible to one of my closest friends diagnosed recently w/ Hodgkins Lymphoma. It's EXTREMELY draining and I feel really discouraged. Just the other night I was away from the phone and I guess chemo has resulted in some shortness of breath, she lost her breath momentarily & FREAKED OUT, yelled at me, and got really emotional for no reason. Just today she had to be rushed to the ER for chest pains and not being able to breathe, she's OK now but doesn't feel like I cared enough (??) What can I do when I barely know whats going on??? Idk lately it's been feeling like everytime she comes around theres a dark cloud, ruining my personal good moments w/ talk about chemo, hair loss, medications, and symptoms. My life doesn't feel like my own now..............