Jan 25, 2013 - 10:46 am
Ok, I am having a really bad morning. I think I have done a pretty good job at staying possitive considering I have Stage 3c OVC, but this morning I wandered away from our wonderful support group to the internet and was looking at survival rates. I got myself in a funk now and can't stop crying. I do think possitive but I get these moments where I feel soooo sad, fustrated, hopeless, etc. I do usually snap out of it. Am I the only one that does this? I was reading on the internet that most of us will not go into remission or only a short one. I need someone to give me a good slap. I know it is not good to go on the internet, but my own Oncologist said that there is a 70 percent change that my cancer will come back. This sucks!! Sorry about the word, but it does.