Jan 20, 2013 - 8:11 pm
I'm trying really hard not to fall into the trap that in that 232 hours (calculated from 6:00 PM today) I will be finished and I'll finally feel better. I know it's not true, if fact I'm sure I'm going to feel a whole lot worse. But, I WILL BE FINISHED WITH THE RADS AND THE CHEMO. No more early morning rush hour trips down to the dungeon and never again (god willing) have to hear that sound of the mask being locked down to the table.
Unfortunately, I did need to upgrade my pain meds today. I was on hydrocodone and it just wasn't getting the job done anymore so I had to start Fentanyl. I really didn't want to do that because now I'm medicated all the time and I hate that feeling. But, it's only 11 days.