Jan 15, 2013 - 11:48 am
Well, this is it . . .I'm going in. Getting my marking this Friday. Online doing a little research because I remember someone on here saying placement is very important. Mine is a temporary. Scan on Monday to verify that the chemo/rad worked (I think this has me the most neverous). Then rectum removal on the 31st. Had a dream last night that the dentist sawed all my teeth in half, woke up from that and thought, okay think good things and go back to sleep, then dreamt that the doctor put holes all over my body. I think I slept 12 minutes total last night. Will be glad when the surgery is actually done because the surgery is never as bad as the imagination. I came through my last one just fine. I think the idea of wearing my intestines on the outside of my body is what's freaking me out. It just sounds painful.