Jan 14, 2013 - 1:31 am
I had no idea how many of us have this problem which I could not even think about it. I'm so sorry it's very hard for me to understand this but I guess it serves me right for smoking for 20 years and just stopped in the year 2002. So really its only been 10 years since I stopped and I just got the letter from my Doctor telling me don't worry its nothing, but on Jan 3, 2013 I had a CT done and I get this letter on Sat, telling me this about a 4 mm nodule on the right lower lobe of my lung. I have no idea what in the world does that mean will I live or am I going to die in a couple of months, I'm sorry but I have to think about my 14 grand kids and my 5 children plus what will this do to my husband. Okay, maybe I'm thinking to far in advance, my husband says its nothing but it's not happening to him and he's a smoker still (I want him to stop so bad) but the world is not making it any easier for him either, so he feals he has to smoke just to make I guess it better for him. I have no idea what to do next.
What do I do next? what is my next option? I have so many question's ? I have no where to turn? I'd figured I can come here and look for answer's but who's up at 1:28 AM Since I've gotten this letter I have not been able to sleep all night. Well good nite to whomever is up at this time. I have to try and get some sleep. I doubt it but all I can do is try.