Jan 13, 2013 - 2:41 pm
Today is not a good day. Feeling very scared and uncertain of my future. Had One Abraxane treatment so far for mets to nodes and one small spot on my hip. Trying to deal with after effects of whole brain radiation too. This has caused a terrible ear infection among other things. I am on antibiotics and have steroid ear drops but it is not getting better.
I am scared, I am only 43 years old. I want to be here for my kids. My youngest is only 3!
I worry so much what all this is doing to them. I have done the everything the doctors tell me to do, I keep being told it's working, then I get told it's not. Why is this happening, I just want my normal happy life back.