Jan 13, 2013 - 12:15 pm
I have to see my onc tomorrow for my 6 month checkup & blood test (tumor markers).
Don't know that I should be, but I'm nervous/anxious.
I'm afraid they'll find "something". Logically I know it's better to face whatever I have to face than ignore it...but still. Waiting for the blood to come back is the worst.
To top it off, I've been worried about recurrance lately, this being my 2 year mark as a survivor. I've heard if it's going to come back, the chances are the greatest now.
I'm posting here because I need to vent and non-survivors will just tell me to "suck it up" or something rather than understand.
Does anyone else go through this?