Jan 11, 2013 - 11:27 pm
I have found myself very stressed today. I have had many days where I actually believe David will miraculously come through. Today hasn't been one of those days. We finally heard back from Wells Fargo. They want to see if he can find work in six months so they are doing some sort payment plan. If he doesn't find a job in six months they will consider the loan modification. They know about the BOT cancer but not the pPCL diagnosis. If he doesn't live for six months I lose him and the house. I am really stressed out. Trying figure out how I will pay a 1675 dollar per month cobra payment with no income scares me. I am actually thinking of pulling out my retirement to survive. It hasn't helped that we have lost a couple of our oan members this week. I feel so sad for their wives and wonder when I will join the club. Ok it's been a pity party day with lots of tears on my part.