Dec 26, 2012 - 2:41 pm
Merry christmas to all! havent really posted anything, didnt feel i have the energy this time and i think beacause of all the anticipations and all the hooplas of the holidays, i think i felt the most holiday blues. This second one is more difficult for me as far as mentally, sometimes i think i am losing my focus and my strenght, it feels like its so long and cant wait to get to the third. I felt like i was putting down the moods of everyone around me, so i tried to kept things to myself this time. thanks God not much aches and pains this time but a lot of bloating, bowel problems and some nusea. it feels more tiring, just deppressing this time, more anxious but i know I just give it to God and He will take care of everything. I wouldnt know what to do if not for my family and friends.