Dec 26, 2012 - 1:57 pm
This Christmas was sad. How to think of life when the only thing in my mind in death. My mother was in pain all day Christmas Eve. She takes morphine every 3 hours. Christmas day same thing in pain and in tears. Mom was diagnosed 1 year ago. But the last 4 months have been horrible. Its hard to celebrate, to be happy when I see my mother laying down and in tears.
I know I should have faith and that there are survivors, but when you are going through it and to think of the future is hard.
Everything I read says that she has a really bad prognosis. I dont want her to suffer for years, but I know thats not for me to decide, or the doctor's, my GOD is the one that has the last word.
Mom has RCC stage 4 meds to lungs, brain, pelvic area and spine bone L1. Any one else with same diagnosis?