Dec 10, 2012 - 11:24 am
Hello all, and hope everyone is trying to get excited about Christmas and forget about C for a moment.
Been a while since I posted any updates, as I continue to struggle with "cureable VS treatable." I did keep my appt. with the Onco. Psychiatrist who made allot of sense, and also placed me on an anti-depressant, that really only works if one chooses to belive the glass is always half full and not half empty. Way easier said than done.
So I have my second 6 week CT scan tomorrow at 11:40 and as always, can use any good mojo you guys can toss my way. Not knowing if it is "heads you win or tails you lose" by one scan is almost too much to bear, but I continue to hold faith in all of the success stories I keep hearing here about the Erbitux and 5FU drugs combined with my first scan 6 weeks ago at least showed no growth to any of my tumors, plus they did change in their appearance giving a thought the drugs are starting to destroy them. I also hold strong to the harder the side effects, the better the drugs are working, as I have had the worst of the worst, and get unglier by the week.
Ive ranted long enough.
Wish me luck, and I hope to have the news of the coin toss tomorrow night.