Dec 07, 2012 - 8:29 am
In may my journey began with the love of my life, I thought that he would have survive but its been a hell of a journey that turn my life upside down.
After having surgery and losing his ability to speak and eat and having a feeding tube, nothing we did was making anything for the better, after been told his tumor had been removed and that Chemo and Radiation would complete his treatment, it was not meant to be, We were giving the run around in the first place and nothing was making him better,
He was my life and I was his, I had my heart broken so many times and I cry day and night looking for hope but even that is taken away. After an infection and a 2nd opinion and been told that the cancer had spread and the loosing of his vision on the right eye it was heart breaking but I stood and comfort him and told him things will be ok.
On Wed between 6.15 and 6.20 in the afternoon, I held him and told him I gave him permission to die, that it was ok to go and that he did not need to suffer or fight for me, I told him to look for his father and that I love him, and he took his last breath and went.
My heart was shutter and my soul is gone, I know now that no matter how much i wish he would have come back and woke up it was not meant to be.
I feel for all the people that suffer from this dreadful decease because its a cruel one to have.
My facebook has a few messages of the people that have pass their sympatiu
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