But I always checked on you.. at a loss for words
and heart breaking. I was just on the sidelines with
my hands clenched into fists - frozen.
Over the years, I got to know and love you. And it got
to me more than I wanted to admit, even to myself. And
as the time passed by it got harder and harder to come
back... now on top of it all, I felt guilt for not being
there. And I felt weak, you are the ones going through it.
It just felt like I was able to leave cancerville and left
you all behind.
I hope you know how much I care for you.