Nov 27, 2012 - 4:14 am
I truly hope each and every one had a warm and loving Thanksgiving.
I know everything is catching up with me. I am so sad and still so tired and this pain just does not want to go away. But I do keep going forward as that is my only option.
This week is also my grandsons 16th bday, so I am looking forward to seeing him. But this week is also hard, my mom's bday is on Wed.
Also on Wed, I am getting my next CT Scan of my lungs. I am praying that the only thing they see is the same growth pattern as in Sept. Nothing more. That would would give me a little peace for awhile.
I could sure use a break from the intense stress of cancer and surgery and all that goes along. I know that the fear is real, but also know that I must make peace with it to be able to enjoy today.
I hope that all of you are staying strong. The holidays can be so difficult when you are in treatment or just recovering.
I am determined to be more available to all of you. And I know you will be here for me too.