Nov 24, 2012 - 2:18 pm
Had a terrific Thanksgiving and then received my latest results in the mail Friday. I choose not to call in for them because it makes me nervous. For the first time since I started the Tamoxifen in July my count went up. It has gone down steadily each month. Last month it was 24. The current count is 31. Of course I am disappointed but am trying not to let it get to me. I have appointments next week for my yearly appointment with my surgeon and oncologist who I am now seeing every three months. I am sure they will tell me not to worry about it but of course...easier said than done.
When I start to stress I tell myself that I am ok today, I will be ok tomorrow, next week and next month. I prefer not to worry any farther ahead than that.
When I get results I usually text my family and friends the good news. I am not going to text this news. I will tell them if or when they ask. I hate to be a downer.
Thank God I have you ladies to talk to. I know you are always here and understand exactly what I am feeling.