Nov 12, 2012 - 12:51 am
I am at loss! My husband was diagnosed one year ago with AML. He did the induction and 2 other chemo treatments. Once he found out that he was still NOT in remission he said "i am done with this rodeo." He would rather enjoy whatever time he had left. The Dr.'s had told me that he had to make his decisons, not me. I was ok with that and I stand by him in his decision, as watching him deteriorate on the chemo was AWFUL! My husband is a strong Man's man. Once he came home, he told me that he needed to "work this cancer out of his body." He landscaped our yard like he was an 18 year old haha! I am so proud of him, but I am constantly worried about him. He is the love of my life. I asked the Dr.'s what to expect. They said that they could not give me any answers because he quit in the middle of his treatment. He has bad days, but nothing like when he was doing the chemo treatments. Somedays I look at him and think that there is no way he still has leukemia. I just have no idea what to expect. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to watch anyone go through. If you know anything I need to hear or do...please tell me.