Oct 16, 2012 - 11:00 pm
I had emergency surgery..saved my life..(yay)ostomy created which is pretty normal for colon cancer..i think?. i still have 6 months of chemo ahead..done with radiation and 5fu now..talked to surgeon..ahhh im crying while im writing this..he said that the tumor was really low down and i have a lot of internal scarring from previous surgeries..so most likely no reversal. but i just cant accept that..im so sad. i can feel that i still have a muscle down there..i dont understand why???!!! how much rectum has to be left to reconnect? does anyone know? please please please..