Oct 09, 2012 - 12:51 am
hello to whomever decides to read this... i just needed a place where i could put down my... every thought.
My mom is a 62 yr old strong willed, smart, just incredibly amazing rock of a woman.
we never really got along in my younger years, (ha.. i'm 28, and the only child) before i grew up to say the least... we've never been entirely close to being best friends. but she is my friend, my rock, my mommy..
I live 6 hours away from her, and i'm a workaholic to say the least...so i don't get to spend alot of time with her. which at this point i'm kinda disappointed in myself that i haven't gotten to know my mother as the woman she is. Like i know her, i just don't KNOW her .. you know?? hard to explain
She starts her first treatment of chemo and radiation tomorrow. and i'm going to suprise her by being there.
I don't think i have questions, as to what all of this 'cancer' is or will do to my mom. Ive researched the crap out of it. (god i'm so much like my mom)