Sep 12, 2012 - 10:07 pm
I am now back home. Today was difficult again. Mini meltdown. I am really ready for some peaceful moments.
I am set to get my transfusions on Friday starting at 8 am. They are not keeping me overnight. I am feeling a little scared about that, but it is what it is.
The onc visit did not turn out well. I think I need a new onc. I felt totally dismissed by her. She told me that she was doing my pcp a favor and seemed so put out by it. Very unprofessional. Hubby is really pissed and wants to file a complaint with the hospital for the way she treated me today. She was rude and just acted like I was a pain in her a**.
I am praying that all goes well on Friday and that I only need two units. If all goes well, maybe I can make it to halftime to see my granddaughters cheer! I really hope so. If I get three units, then I will miss them for sure. With the pre and post meds per unit, it takes about 5 hours each. And thats with my veins holding up and not needing to be restarted. I don't know, seems iffy that I'll make it. I'm feeling so sad about that.
At least by next week at this time I'll have some energy and hopefully the swelling will be better or gone. I've been so dizzy today.
I'll check in later, going to lie down for a bit.