Sep 12, 2012 - 4:00 am
I am really having a hard time. Both physically and mentally. I still have not received the transfusions. I will be typed and crossed tomorrow after my onc appointment. It seems that I am always having the miscommunications between docs. It took till today for the onc to return the calls to the pcp. He started calling her on Friday! So more delays for me. I know that I am not in a critacal state but I sure do feel real close.
I am having such a hard time with the swelling and breathing. And to make things worse, I feel down a few steps today. I don't know if I lost my balance or just slipped but now I hurt in places that did not hurt before. And I am turning all shades of black and blue.
I know that so many of you are going through so much more than me, I just feel so weak and without the fight.
Hugs to all of you