Sep 06, 2012 - 5:18 pm
I am sorry I have been away for awhile but I had some complications and lumps were found near my belly button and up near my left breast. I have to go into the hospital again tomorrow for a bit of a stay and more test. I have been struggling with the radiation. I am in more pain than i ever thought. I am not sleeping well and losing a lot of weight. I am down to 143 lbs.
My oncologist is hoping that these lumps are just possibly MRSA. I have been vomiting just about ever day that I receive the bolus treatments with the towel. The good news is that i can still get my treatments every morning during my stay so i get this over with asap.
I dont know what to do about this other than to say it is more about the bills pilling up and my insurance is only about 50% of my income. It is taking a toll on me mentally struggling to support my family. I didnt expect to be out of work so long and now it looks like it will be at least November when I may return.
I still come to read posts every day, to give me strength, but have not had to guts to post. I know I am not alone but it feels that way while i am here at my house all day.
Thank you all for keeping me on the positive side, knowing this will all be over soon, and I will let you all know what I find out with my tests as soon as i know.
Thank you my brave warriors,