Aug 25, 2012 - 4:53 pm
I am finlly recovering from my first chemo treatment. My latest blood transfusion helped alot and my counts are finally recovering on their own. My platelets are up to 100 so yay. I start again next friday on the 31st. I was supposed to start again a week ago I was really hoping to not have to postpone anything since the doc said this is the last chance we have to cure it I wanted to hit it as hard as possible but I got more sick then they thought I would. Me and my mom tried to tell them I wasnt going to tolerate the regiman and the doc is now saying he understands why we were trying so hard for a differant one. I am starting to feel back to my old self(kinda) and I get a whole week of feelin good and eatin whatever I want. I think I might even feel good enough to hit the gym :) the thing that sucks is now my schedule is off and I am going to be right in the middle of my cycle on my little sisters 21st Birthday. This devastates me she has been doing so much for me and I just want her to have the best birthday ever but I feel like I have ruined her birthday again. This happens every year. And my mom will be at the hospital with me so she wont even get her birthday dinner. I just feel so horrible about that. She said she is going to come up to the hospital on her bday to see me. I am so blessed to have family that cares so much.