Aug 24, 2012 - 4:38 am
A "sucks" to be here welcome to all the new people. We are not here for the greatest reason but this is an awesome group. I am saddened by the loses we have had this past few months.
I hope all had a great summer. I am back in Denmark. I went back to the US for medical care. I was there pretty much all summer. I also went to see if my sister had cancer. Thankfully she does not seem to have cancer. They did find a lump in her breast that they are watching. I would personally push for a biopsy but I have pushed her all summer. My sis needs to pick it up and run with it. It is causing conflict between us.
I was checked over for a possible reoccurence. Thankfully, I had none. Though last years surgery and chemo just shot my digestive system. I have intestinal atrophy so if I do not laxative enough, I look like I am 9 months pregnant. I am on a cocktail of 3 different daily laxatives. The gastro wants me to eat more fiber, but it impacts the hell out of me. I can't process it like I used to. Now that I am back, I should be getting more exercise.
I find waiting for reoccurences is the crappiest thing. I try to live day to day. I try to plan for the future but that particular beast haunts me. I think it haunts a lot of us.
Regardless I will try to live with a plan for a future. :) Hugs to all and prayers of best health.