Aug 23, 2012 - 10:35 am
So I haven't been on here for a while. There are so many new faces here, hello to everyone. I know this topic has come up many times but I guess it's my turn. Well I got the phone call from my Dr's nurse saying my CA-125 went up from 7 three months ago to 12 now. I am really upset and I know it's still within normal range but that's almost double within a three month period. I finished chemo last June I don't want to do this again. How do I look at my future without thoughts of chemo, no hair? I had major complications where I needed a temp ileostomy. I don't want to go thru that again. This is such bullsit. I am only 32. all my friends are having kids and i have to pretend to be happy for them. Cancer has ruined my life. Sorry I just had to vent I don't want to burden my family by getting them all upset. I am thankful I have you ladies that understand.
All the best to everyone